Hi All, My nick here is Shady Lady and this is my personal blog which I will use to sort out my life. I would say I need a dairy to fix my thoughts and estimate how far I am from my goals. Yes, I have a lot of goals and for many years I'd been sure I was moving into right direction. I spent many years to get a good education and then a lot of endless days and nights at work that I didn't like. I opened my soul to men who didn't love me and every time it took me so long to recover after unhappy relationship...