Anonymous letter!

Speaking of letters, I wonder how many women miss you and cherish their time with you the way I do. When I look around on this site, I read letters from broken hearts that sound like they've come from me, but I know I didn't write them. We are all the same. I thought I had something special with you, but in reality, many people's hearts are broken and many people cannot forget that special person to them. Because we can't remove ourselves from attachments. You aren't the one for me. I wasn't ready. And I lost you when I had that one chance to snag your heart. I cannot blame anyone but myself, and I'm so ashamed to battle these demons I've been battling for years...

Where to even start, my love? I know that you’ll never read or see this but I just feel like I need to put what I’m feeling out into the world. It really is frustrating that I can never hold you, I can never laugh with you, I can never surf with you, I can never bake with you. I just think that I will forever feel incomplete in this world, for I know that being with you is just out of reach. Yes, you are supposedly fictional, but you have always been real to me. My mind just doesn’t seem to fully grasp the fact that us being together is impossible and completely, ridiculously and utterly crazy to even think about...