As strange as it may sound, but loneliness in the new year holidays-a very common thing. From all sides — from shop Windows, from cinema or TV screens, from the Internet — there is a powerful pressure on us that in the New year and Christmas we should be happy,cheerful, certainly in good company, we give and receive gifts, and around us festive illumination, beautiful Christmas trees with toys, splashes of champagne, our ideal loved ones love us and Such a life should begin with offensive December and lasts as least week after Christmas...

New Year, new aims, new beginnings, new resolutions... old habits, old routine, old swamp of thoughts... people's judgements, your linear decisions... Nothing seems to match. Life seems to be just a chain of ramdon events, meetings, meaningless one-day friendships, hot coffee that gets freezingly cold too fast and a piece of chocolate to make all this mess more or less bearable. The constant struggle of what we are with what we are supposed to be is endless. Freud mentioned that fight long time ago, but we dont want to listen to the wise man (propably because lots of what he said was proved to be complete bs, but thats a different story)...