I dedicate this book to
the only person who has
ever understood me in the
whole world - to myself
If you think that your situation is the most hopeless, if it seems to you that you're standing on the precipice and you're ready to take the fateful step, be aware that this book is for you and after reading it, you perhaps will change your opinion about your own life once and for all because everything is known in comparison.
The scariest thing is to loose the last, maybe, the mainest meaning of life. When the last straw, which has been keeping you afloat during the long nightmarish years, thanks to which you remained in this world albeit not to live, but at least to exist is melting away right in front of your eyes.
And suddenly the straw has cut short - unexpectedly, (when something seemingly can still be corrected) when you yet can seemingly fix anything. And you're staying and watching silently all your life in an instant turns into sand that dissipate and... quickly disappears. As if you did not exist at all. All your dreams, aspirations, desires that have until recently seemed feasible in the near future, evaporate overnight, and you don't understand where is the line between a terrible dream and reality. But maybe you, indeed, have never been in this world?
This book is about the stupidest, the most ridiculous and the most senseless life that will probably have already been interrupted at the moment of the the release of the first edition. From myself I would like to add: I’ve done everything possible and impossible to save myself. But apparently it's fate. I'm tired of fighting with windmills. The only thing I want is that everyone who will have read my soul's cry can rethink their life, draw the right conclusions and finally come out of a swampy marsh of doom, despair and complete frustration to start a new healthy, bright and, as a result, happy life.