If you trying to give up... You are confused, don't know what to do, like the whole universe is against to, and ur parents are now supportive, u have no friends, no job, but u really want it to be in the good way u r living trying to get a love from ur parents or friends, u r living for future. Hold on for a second ..) -that's not what u need to do or it's work to think and live like that, u need to live by now. When if it's not now? Who if it's not u?)