Stop there, please, dear one, leave the gun, do not jump, do not restrain the rope to the ceiling, please, more, I plead, take a chance, this time you are not fighting alone, here I am, let me be here at your side as your partner battles, there will be no wars you will fight alone, now you have someone who wants to fight them at your side, and help you to conquer each one of your dreams, fears, demons... you are not alone, never again, you will be…
I do not know your past, I have no idea what you have had to go through, for me your internal struggles are totally unknown, I ignore all the havoc that those battles have left, as well as the pain you have carried all this time... But, do you know something, dear? I tell you something. dear? you are not your past, your mistakes do not define you, and those mistakes you made do not say the person you are today... Forgive those who dare to judge you, because they do not know what is inside you, they ignore the great heart you have, yes that heart that wherever you walk, illuminates the lives of others, but that same heart that needs to be loved needs to be told how special it is...
I don't know when you'll read this, I don't know if when you're reading it it's at night or during the day, only with all my being I hope it can bring you a little peace when sleeping or when starting a new day. I know that life is not easy, I know that saying “you are my friend” is easier than really showing it, but let me tell you one thing, if today you are walking alone through a valley of torments, where all those demons are on your sides that at this moment peace and joy have been stolen from you, it may be a blessing, because you have taken off the burden of carrying false people, and by the time you reach the end of that valley, you will be stronger, wiser, but above all things, you will be more human because you will have lived in your own flesh what it is to feel down, what it is to feel as if nobody really cares about you as if your presence were a burden... They say that people who have or have gone through depression are the most empathic.
I do not know when you read this, I do not know if when you are reading it either at night or during the day, just with all my being I hope that I can bring you a little peace when sleeping or, when starting a new day. I know that life is not easy, well I know, to say “you're my friend,” it is easier to really prove it, but let me tell you one thing, if today you are walking alone through a valley of torment, where the sides are all those demons that at this point peace and joy have been stolen from you, it may be a blessing, because you have taken off the burden of carrying false people, and when you get to the end of that valley, you'll be stronger, wiser, but above all things, you will be more human, as you have experienced firsthand what it feels like to be sunk, which is to feel as if no one really cares about you, as if your presence is a drag... Well, some people say that people who have or have gone through depression are the most empathetic.
Look up, dust yourself off, don't let your thoughts bend you, don't give them the pleasure of seeing you finished, don't let them see you in the mud, I know well that you are stronger than all your demons, Damn look at you! Just see how far you've come, look at the path you've covered, and appreciate once again all those battles you've won, all the challenges you've overcome, yet you've crawled to make it, you made it! That this time you will not be alone, let me be by your side, let me accompany you, I swear this will be the last night you are alone, together we will fight and find a reason to keep trying...
You have had to draw strength from places that you thought did not exist, you have overcome those days that seemed to have no end, they gave in, they begged a truce in the presence of your great and insurmountable force, yes, that force which led you to overcome anything that ever came that was second to none, so, if you're still breathing is because there are still reasons for why continue living, if you managed to pass your worst days, it's because you're stronger than your storm, and the proof is in your beats...
Please, I want tonight you to allow yourself to get closer to God, if you ask him with all your heart he will listen to you, and guide your steps, he will help you close all those wounds that are still open and bleeding, he will provide you with the necessary tools so that you begin to build a new path, if a path in which you will be able to have that peace and that love that you need so much today, your heart will be able to feel loved once again, it will feel that warmth and shelter for which it has begged so much. I am not saying that your problems will go away, just like that, what I am saying is that, with your help, we will be able to better distinguish what we should do, and what actions are necessary to gradually start to get out of that darkness and bitterness that you have been possessed...
I send you the strongest hug you have ever been given, remember that you are not alone and that you are able to overcome all those situations that torment you today ... I love you very much…