I was trying so hard, that couldn't sleep all night long.
I was so tired, so angry and upset.
Then when I woke up, I was very sorry for it.
And I became quite angry again.
At first I just cursed.
But eventually I got angry very big.
My mom told me to stop.
She said, "Mama, I'm too angry to sleep.
Who am I to tell Mama that I'm angry?
And then I got a very strange idea.
That in a big way, I should be good."
I thought, "I guess that's right.
When I'm strong, I can't be shy.
If I can be saggy, maybe I'll be calm."
After all, I could be calmed and saggier.
After that, I would be called a decent boy.
So I changed my clothes.
Loosely I shaved my head.
It was very fast.
Once my new hair grew, and it was very shiny.
Next day, when I went to school,
Some kind of roses I got in my hair,
They were very beautiful.
They looked very nice, too.
Imagine, people all looked at me.
Everyone said,
"Well, he looks like Mama."
And, even though, I wasn't sagging,
I could see people peeing.
How am I supposed to be awful?
I didn't like this.
Oh, my skin was so sick!
I put on very hot makeup.
Finally, my hair grew a little thick.
Now, everyone said.