I was trying so hard, that couldn't sleep all night long. I was so tired, so angry and upset. Then when I woke up, I was very sorry for it. And I became quite angry again. At first I just cursed. But eventually I got angry very big. My mom told me to stop. She said, "Mama, I'm too angry to sleep. Who am I to tell Mama that I'm angry? And then I got a very strange idea. That in a big way, I should be good." I thought, "I guess that's right. When I'm strong, I can't be shy. If I can be saggy, maybe I'll be calm." After all, I could be calmed and saggier. After that, I would be called a decent boy. So I changed my clothes. Loosely I shaved my head. It was very fast. Once my new hair grew, and it was very shiny. Next day, when I went to school, Some kind of roses I got in my hair, They were very beautiful. They looked very nice, too. Imagine, people all looked at me. Everyone said, "Well, he looks like Mama." And, even though, I wasn't sagging, I could see people peeing. How am I supposed