It is just a start. A fledgling beginning of something that will become a harbour of my ideas.
Definitely a new experience. Even a challenge. Cause I use stranger language for my favorite act while all my customary letters are packed in Russian symbols. So much confidence when writing in Russian and such an awkwardness when doing it in English.
It,s a part of a plan.
The goal is hard. But the desire is strong to. I simply want to live with the interest to my own life, no with the question “Why have I woke up again?” This was a real question that follow me every single morning.
But with an incredible relief which was a mental present for my soul in january 2020 I’m ready to schedule another great things. Life changes. It brings pleasure, inspiration and a certain curiosity to be better at all fields.
I should be hardworking. Again. There some things in our being that remain stable.
I steel keep in mind a year, when there were a lot of tasks and incredible exhaustion due to it. It was 2015. The result worth 365+ days of my life expended on study and preparing for the university. First, I meet people who made and makes life much happier. Second, 2018–2019 period was brighten by Moscow. Third, my Moscow State University is much more than building. But details about MSU should be in it’s own article.
And now ones more to-do list. Step by step I want to go from short-run to major destinations. My dream is to accept myself despite difficulties I have from the birth and to live as a normal human. It is a main wish which burns with a shining flame in my heart. And working and living in foreign European countries will be a proper start for that. Some kind of intuition and a awareness of possibilities than can give this part of the world.
What are the actions? What are the steps to a considerable aspiration?
At first, employment visa. To live and work in comfort and required countries. And let’s subdivide it further: for employment I need some skills and education. Knowing of language is requed for education.
So, another one university. I should not only prepare for the exams, but to do it in another language. Concentration on Czech should be right know. Level B2 is necessary plank. And for insurance I define my goal as:
Cěština B2+
> 8500 slov
Nejzaší lhůta: 1 Červen 2020
It means that deadline is in this summer. I have exams in June 2020. A few Czech words in this post is for decoration and practice. What about writing and making blog, it is a passive method of learning English. Because I don’t habe enough time for second language but on the other hand I must’t quit it. A cool idea I guess.
So. Let’s do it?
P.S. I apologise for mistakes in this text.