Sitting on the edge of the bed with my legs pressed against my chest and swinginging forward, I couldn't believe it, why I was starting to crack like a vase, to crumble like a powder, in the eyes of only mute horror, pale lips and what's next?
***
When I left the room in a sweater with a throat and jeans, I was slowly walking into the kitchen, waiting for me there, but it didn't bring me joy, slowly walking on my cotton feet not much rubbing, despite the pain, I didn't understand why it happened, what was wrong
***
Sitting at the table, my sister's eyes were drawn to the phone, and my brother only ate in silence. And I was sitting and watching this picture, I didn't want to eat like I was here, I was completely devastated.
- Thank you for dinner, I think I'll go. - When I got up from the table, I bowed down to my relatives and came out of the kitchen. When I got to the room, I couldn't stop by and picked up the phone and started flipping through the news. After a while, my skin began to crack again, jumping out of bed and rushing to the mirror, I watched the crack grow and reach my eye, making the protein black.
A week later
It's noisy again at school, funny
The guys run along the corridors, someone discusses something in the classroom, the rest check homework, everything is as usual in all schools, and I am also an observer... these are the faces of people that I have time to remember, the names of everyone and their appearance, each in its own way and at the same time very similar, there are no those who put themselves above and no those who are undervalued, we are all equal, and at the same time take different positions in the social ladder. All we can say is that here we have our own hierarchy and turmoil, but to live in such a rhythm we quickly get used to it and get used to it, to put it briefly, I like this class, in its time it is quiet, and sometimes even the cannon shot won't make us lose our breath.... but about the essence of the class teachers, they are the best, listening to some music, watching the film with others, and you can consult with others in general...
***
~" Physics lesson
- So, I'm glad to see you all, I think you had a good time, rested over the weekend and gained new strength, this is the last lesson I have with you and I would like to do it freely so just listen to the music. - The teacher walked up to the desktop and looked at the computer monitor, quickly clutching her mouse, and after a short pause the music began to come out of the speakers, and Lin's teacher sat down on the chair, making a louder sound. The whole class knows for a long time that we started singing EXO after a few moments. What we love about Lin's teacher is that we listen to K-pop in class, but we're not lagging behind
We enjoyed the songs for about half an hour, and we had a lot of fun and energy in that time. When the last song had already finished and we finished singing and dancing, Linh's teacher began to talk.
- Guys, I think it's time for you to introduce your new class teacher and physics teacher at the same time. - After the teacher's short speech, my body, and especially the wounds, began to hurt in great pain, and a small pale-skinned guy walked into the office and I realized from his overbearing gaze that now, 'I don't officially like physics'.
The month was a month of rubber, the nights went on for a long time, and the days went on even longer... meeting the sunset on the balcony and seeing the sun off after his long journey to the zenith, I was always happy that I was alive and those pains didn't physically kill me...
***
My body kept getting ugly, decorating me with new scars I was hiding under a mountain of clothes, Chimina was very worried, and one day after school, when I closed down again, he came to me uninvited.
- MiRe... - the guy's voice echoed, and he made me shrink
- What's the matter, man? - I tried to answer as quietly as I could. The guy stopped talking and came slowly to me, which I just walked away from the window and turned my eyes on the dim gray life behind the thick glass. - I remember you always avoiding me and paying no attention to what made you change yourself? - the voice of the traitor trembled, but I spoke calmly. And then I pulled over when I was hugged from my back, and my hot breath was burning my skin somewhere around my neck. - C...Chi...Chimin! What are you doing? - I'm totally shocked, and my heart is beating traitorously, trying to get out of my brother's arms, I've made it worse. Easy steps were by the bedside, and his hands abruptly took off his sweater.
- I thought so. - And then Chimin kissed me on the lips, deepening the kiss, all the thoughts like one in my head disappeared, making me disappear into a kiss, not even thinking that my first kiss happened to my own brother.