54 days. Flower (UnHo/JunSu)
It is dangerous to be a musician, especially if you are sincere in your work and put your heart and soul into it. The text speaks with the words of your innermost thoughts and mysteries, and the music sounds desires and tears that are accumulated in the depths.
"They die.
The many dreams that have crashed on the surface of the little lips."
A new song by Sia stirred up the world of Cassiopeia, which caught every movement of the former gods. Guardians of the past name couldn't pass by this event, being interested in the successes of a friend and former comrade. For UnHo, there were too many "exes" to Junsu`s: a former colleague, a former cohort, a former lover. It turned out to be easy to disperse, but the heart pulled at every look at the sunny young man, who did not stop shining with the inner light, which warmed up, and some even burned.
Juno was thrilled to turn on the song sitting next to Changming, who was not as excited as Hen, but still curious.
From the first seconds, it was clear that this was something unusual and strange,
definitely a soul mate. All in the spirit of Junsoo, who could touch the strings of the soul, making them shiver.
That's one of the reasons why he fell in love with him without memory and why it hurt so much to remember the past.
The voice is full of depth and feeling, as always, gentle and full of a mute scream that burst out in his head, telling of all the innermost things that hide in the soul of a singer.
Few people are so able. But Junsoo is a master of such influence on the audience. If he was more selfish and insidious, he would use his skills for other purposes and could destroy many. But in Sia, there is no anger. Innocent as a child and kind as Mother Teresa. Therefore, he simply cries to those who listen to him about what is painful, what has accumulated and has no way out.
"No one can help me!
Get me out of there,
From rotten memories."
A cry for help that's jammed by the growing music. You're calling, you want to be pulled out of the past, chasing you on your heels, following the trail. YoonHo understands because he feels something like that. For a long time, he and Changmin were seen as lepers, fighting off the pack, abandoned and betrayed. And Yuno realizes that the sea of condemnation was directed at the guys who had left the group, and they had to do very hard, especially with the prohibitions they were chained up with.
Sometimes we have to get rid of the past, but how can we do that if it is clawed at you?
"Come and take my hand
Fill my dried heart with moisture."
UnHo flinches on the chorus, clenching his fists. Changing, if he noticed it, decided to ignore it, while continuing to listen. Juno only occasionally wondered what their breakup had become for Junsoo. He plunged himself into the work that was the main reason for the breakup, without paying attention to his feelings. Junsoo lives with them. It is important for him to feel the emotions and drown them out. Feeling is like breathing. And how much did he lose by being alone?
"A flower, ruthlessly trampled in the mud
Apparently love is pain.
"Exactly broken wings."
Was he so disappointed? UnHo presses his lips, feeling the desperate pain and tears in someone else's voice. It is impossible to hide the pain for a long time, especially in their case. UnHo feels her like no one else, like a transmitter tuned to intercept her, and Junsoo can't lie and bluff. Although he may have exaggerated the power of his feelings, it was also in his style, but their very presence was a reciprocal arrow in the direction of Juno, which hit exactly the target.
"These numerous scars that hold me back,
"Like a spiky, sharp thorn in the air."
They were dropped. The fallen gods trying to stand on their feet and wave their broken wings. If YoonHo and Changming had a name left and the people who continued to help them pave the way, JYJ had nothing but the past, which they had to overshadow in the present. Difficult goals and tasks, to which you meet many obstacles that cause pain. It is difficult to realize that one of the "sharp thorns" was also Juno.
"It seems as if everything is over:
There is not a single door in the world that presses you
Everybody's going through this.
I'm telling you, it's okay!
Darkness cannot absorb even a small spark"
Junsoo was always optimistic. UnHo is smiling little, knowing that his sunny boy will always be able to rise, even if he falls, and will continue to smile. He will cheer himself up and will also help the child who has fallen next to him. In this case, it seems that UnHo himself is the second to fall, with little strength to stand back. Mutual assistance and understanding have always been the basis of their complex and difficult relationships. I would like to ask "how did you know?", but the question would be stupid - Junsoo does not understand when he is bullied, but when the pain appears in the souls of loved ones, he reacts like a trained dog.
The baby's crying completes a sad melody in which he feels a glimmer of hope, and YoonHo quickly picks up the phone, pulling out his headphones abruptly. Changing barely smiles at the muttering of fools and a blind ball, but the hen is already dialing a number, which is caught in the brain with sharp claws, and he listens cautiously to the long beeps.
- Will I come? - Yuno pronounces abruptly when he hears that his call has been accepted. The heart stops when the silence at the other end is not broken, and it dies when it hears a slightly hoarse surprised "well". He is undermined to do what he should have done a long time ago.
"Come and take my hand
So that I can live for you
To the very end."
Music has always been a way for them to open up, to talk about what's hidden in their hearts. Junsoo issued a call for help that he had long needed. UnHo curses himself that he was so deaf and blind, but now he is confidently approaching the door behind which his flower is hidden so that he will never be released again.
Until the very end.