And here he is, at a depth of thousands of meters, in the blueish darkness of water. He wants to die, but he is denied it. And forgiveness is denied, too. He keeps silent with infinity around him, he remembers day after day and face after face. What can be more natural than a miracle? Who was the first to say that? Now he can definitely see the sunlight. Up there, above the ocean abyss is far, far away. The sun can't get in here, science denies it. Science. Science can't really do anything. Moreover, to know infinity. The face still appeared before him. My elder sister. She smiles, sculpts a figure of a penguin out of clay. He blows on it, pulling his lips into a tube. The penguin comes to life and walks along the lakeshore. The sister laughs. In a few days she dies: she has some incurable form of cancer. And three-year-old Colt Browning will forget this day. To remember many years later. What could be more natural than a miracle? These are her words. She smiled, kissed him on the fore