Vanya opened his eyes. There was no one around but naked walls and a bed on which he was lying.
"What am I doing here? Where am I? I was spinning in my head.
A girl came into the room. Vanya immediately recognized her. Kira! She! The one he loved so much. And loves...
Hi, how do you feel? She asked quietly, walking up to him just a couple of steps. Kira... Where am I? What happened? You don't remember anything? Her eyes were rounded. No. What should I remember?
When she went to 9 "A", Vanya's class, she was immediately attracted to him. She was a great girl, but she only studied, unlike Vanya, on average. The guy was a real "nerd". With the textbook in his hands, not knowing what the girls are and never had a relationship with them.
Kira preferred harder guys, determined, athletic, knowing the price, and Vanya, of course, under any of her points did not fit. He felt it, but he still called her a lot, texted her, sent her postcards. Kira just smiled, but couldn't reciprocate. He was still a little boy, a child. She couldn't take care of herself, couldn't stand up for herself, protect her, save her. Why such a person is needed?
Two years passed. The eleventh grade was coming to an end. The girls were already buying and sewing clothes for graduation, choosing hair and other attributes. Guys were diligently preparing for admission to universities. And Vanya dreamed all about her, about Kira. How many times she told him to stop, that all attempts to achieve her vain, useless But he did not stop at anything. He prepared surprises, waited at the entrance, called and wrote.
He was delirious with it... He dreamt about it... His friends told Ivan that his love would someday bring him to trouble, but he didn't want to listen to anybody. The goal is set, I have to achieve it! Kiera wasn't happy about it either. She was a little afraid of Vanya, who, because of his loneliness and jealousy, could do a lot of damage. Bloody Kira was lying on the road. The headlamps illuminated her body with cold light in the nighttime haze, creating a bright halo around her like an angel.
"What had I done? Oh, my God... What happens now? Why me? I didn't want to! No, no!"
Vanya whispered to himself, afraid to get out of the car. Half an hour ago, while his parents were asleep, he kicked Dad's car out of the garage and drove to the place where he was supposed to go from Kira's friend. He didn't know what he was doing when he saw her feeling sorry for the gas and thought,
"So don't let anyone else do it! He had just wanted to commit suicide before, but the goal wasn't met, how could he leave? The solution was found quickly. He'll just kill her, and then he'll die after her.
And there, in heaven, they will be together!
It would seem that children's babbling, but Vanya did plan a terrible thing. He didn't understand anything, he just said her name to himself. "Kiera, we will be together! We will be... Kirochka!
Drivers passing by called an ambulance. The hit girl was quickly taken to surgery, and the guy who was beating her up in convulsions was taken to a psychiatric hospital.
Vanya spent more than a year there, in this Godforsaken place, where there is nothing... There is no light, sky, earth, fresh air... Where there is no Kira. All this year he thought she was dead. He hated himself for it. Kill her and stay alive. He was weak! You can't do that! The goal is not achieved!
Almost immediately after discharge, Vanya was poisoned by pills. Doctors had time to pump it out. Again, he stayed in this empty, unnecessary world! One. Without Kira! Kiera forgave a stupid kid as simple, sincere, loyal as a dog. She knew Vanya didn't do it of her own free will, but because she was mad. She came to him when the entrance to the room was available. She came despite her friends and doctors. She was told he wouldn't want to see her, but Kira had to visit him! She wanted to tell him she forgave him, free him from this terrible burden, and make his recovery easier.
I'm sorry. I was such a fool...
Ivan turned his eyes out of the window.
Nothing, you didn't hit me hard, just a broken arm. I've been healthy for a long time! She joyfully raised her hand.
And I'm sorry for that, and for bothering you so much with my stupid love... Don't blame yourself. I forgave you. I hope you've forgotten me because I'm engaged,"
Kira smiled.
Are you getting discharged soon? In two weeks, I think. Now you've been injected with a sleeping pill, and it's almost gone. That's why I didn't remember anything the first minutes.
Well... I ran? As if a girl had asked him to go. Yeah... Thanks for coming. You are beautiful as before... the boy smiled a little.
"Fuh! He's smiling. He felt better!
"Now I know you're alive! Soon I will be discharged. And we will be together, my Kirochka!