Is it possible to love again? It is difficult to answer, but let one such story tell for itself. She was 19 when she fell in love for the first time, before that she just did not know what love is, relationships with boys. It just so happens that all the school time she gave to study, and her parents did not show their relationship to each other. Her name is Ira.
An unsuccessful first acquaintance
She met Artem in a banal way, as it happens in many people - her friend and her boyfriend invited Ira to the movies. And of course, another guy came. Irina's girlfriend wanted her to meet someone for a long time, it was a pity that such a nice girl is alone. The film was not very interesting, and felt uncomfortable - her girlfriend clutched up with the guy, Ira did not know how to behave.
Afterward, they decided to go to the park, where, of course, Ira had to talk to Artem, but the conversation did not go at all, she was ready to fall through the ground. She decided that she didn't want to be in his company and, citing her ill health, said she was going home. But there was no end to her horror when her friend insisted that Artyom walk her home.
They walked halfway down the road in silence until he asked directly: "Tell me, Ira, but honestly, do you feel uncomfortable talking to me? She was so stupefied, she didn't want it to be, she said everything that was on her mind and turned red. Surprisingly, Artyom listened and smiled mysteriously.
And somehow they had a conversation. They remembered their childhood, school, they had a couple of common interests. Artyom was 3 years older, finishing his fifth year and working as a programmer at a company.
And life spun around in the dance
After work, Artyom stopped by to pick up Ira, and they walked for hours in the park, happy and in love. On cold days, they went into a cafe where they sat next to each other and drank through a straw of coffee and milk. It became a kind of ritual and at the same time so native!
Artyom was very attentive and could always bring a little surprise, for example, her favorite sweets or a little souvenir. And most importantly, he did not insist on intimacy, he waited.
It was difficult for Ira to decide on this step, although they had been meeting for three months. But one thing she knew for sure was that the first man would be Artyom, she trusted him and loved him.
Fatal turn
It's that day. From the morning Ira was excited, but it would be her first time. Artyom reassured her that everything would be okay, he took over the whole "ceremony" and the romantic atmosphere, convinced her not to worry.
Artyom lived in the dormitory and warned his roommates that the room would be at his disposal. In order not to wait until Artyom finished her work, Ira took his keys and went to his dormitory, she wanted to get used to the place and get used to the idea of her serious step.
When she entered the room, she saw many candles by the bed and on the table, flowers, and petals in a jar. There was a plate of fruit and champagne in the fridge. Everything seemed to be as it should be, at least she saw it in the love movies.
I want to move away from the topic a little bit so that your readers understand the essence of the story. There was a guy named Dima in Artem's room. Their relations were strained, everything was connected with the beautiful sex: once Artyom stole a girl from Dima, it just so happens that she chose Artyom. There was a fight, then a truce. But Dima hated Artem forever in his heart.Let's go back to the story. Ira, to reduce the waiting time, turned on the film and lay down, after half an hour she fell asleep. She woke up from the fact that she felt someone sitting next to her. She opened her eyes and got scared, and a guy was sitting next to her who was looking at her body closely. Dima didn't immediately notice she was awake.
He looked at her with the look that gave Ira the creeps. "Hey, don't worry, I'm Artem's neighbor," Dima said. He got out of bed and moved to a chair. After a little mysterious thought, he looked up at her and offered to make tea. Ira felt so stiff, and also this tea... But Dima insisted, and she decided it was better not to cross it. There was an atmosphere of tension in the room and Ira prayed to God that Artem would come soon.
She had tea and after a while, she felt dizzy. The room started to swim, she stopped feeling reality. She was lying on the bed with no strength or emotion. Somewhere far away... not here... in another reality... she felt a man's hand unbuttoning her jeans, ironing her thighs.
She felt it all, but she couldn't resist it. Dima took his time, he enjoyed the moment of Artyom's vengeance. He unbuttoned his blouse, bra, touched her arms, stomach, chest.
Then his hand went down, took off women's panties, ironed her hips and her female part... Ira was lying as in a dream. Meanwhile, Dima sat down on her and began to move in a rhythm... Everything was shouting inside Iryna, she was mentally resisting it, praying for mercy.
Artem stood at the door and saw it all. He rushed on Dima, threw him off Ira and started to beat him hard, the fight began. Dima shouted with gloat and pride that he had avenged himself that
The emptiness...
After this story, Ira no longer talked to Artem, she did not want to remember it and all that was associated with it. She was ashamed to look him in the eye, and more to look him in the eye. She had thoughts of suicide, but Mom saved her from it.
As time passed, she tried to have a relationship with other guys, went out intimate a couple of times, but it didn't work, she couldn't feel and love. And she decided she'd never have happiness in love, and she gave herself completely to work. And so she lived for a long time.
One day, she bought a ticket to a sanatorium near her town. She went to the procedures, walked through the woods for a long time. She saw a familiar face on some of these walks. They stood there looking at each other for a long time, and for some reason, tears were rolling out of her eyes. It was Artem. He didn't think long enough to run up to her and hug her.
Ira cried like a child, she realized that she still loved him and that he was the only one she had missed in her life. All the time in the sanatorium they spent together, they had unforgettable nights of love, they were happy.
Now Ira is planning a second pregnancy, the second time she and Artyom have been living together for 5 years now and are giving each other any spare moment.
It's great that love doesn't die, it goes through all the obstacles, connects the hearts and strengthens the relationship between men and women. Time heals and can always be loved again.
