I was surprised, hesitated for a long time, asked: you in the middle of March also pressed me to do the day, now suddenly said this, I can not turn over a little. He asked rhetorically“ " Do you want me to give you an explanation?"I said, "have the best explanation".He said,” I just want to live my life."His understatement, let the dark tears I can not stop. At that moment, I no longer mind all the loneliness and grievance of the past year. I just want to forget the past and give my son a complete home.
The next three months were the happiest of my two years with my son. He would drive to Shanghai on weekends, and I would take my son on a train to Suzhou after work on Friday. He took us around Suzhou and we chatted as usual. I had never asked him how he had been in the past year or half, nor had I inquired about her, and I tried to make myself the same as before. The couple's life has returned as if nothing had happened. But the woman is always sensitive, and my heart tells me that his turn seems to be only the responsibility, not the heart. For he would not call me at any time outside of the weekend; for he would never look me in the eye; for he would no longer kiss me and no longer touch me; for he was still impatient and tolerant towards his son; for he would no longer mention my work in Suzhou. Although I have so many feelings, but I think he is trying to look back, also seriously, I should give him enough patience, so in the meantime, I have not looked at his phone, maybe I want to really trust him in action, maybe I'm afraid to see the content I do not want to see. Anyway, I took three months to really relax.
At the end of July 2008, my son returned to Shanghai from Qingdao. I talked to him. I went to the train station excitedly after work on Friday, and on the way, I got a text from him saying, " I'm not going anywhere this week, I want to be quiet."'My tears came down and I didn't know what had happened to him, it was heartbreaking, for me and for my son,' she said.I have a feeling something has happened.
I'm going back to Beijing to get a Hong Kong-Macau passport and take my son to Hong Kong Disneyland. After I booked my ticket to Beijing on Thursday, I texted him to ask if he was interested in going to Hong Kong with me. He replied, " Not interested."That night, he texted me about an online chat, and I knew it was going to happen. Sure enough, the screen appeared he hit "Sorry for you and son, after the Olympic Games we go back to Beijing to do the formalities," I suddenly tired, suddenly tired to the extreme. I withdrew my ticket back to Beijing, and my body and mind were paralyzed.
Son August no one, he offered to let his son with him for a month. He came on Saturday. Three months of warm time, only two weeks have not seen, this time he repeated without any signs, see him silently avoid me into the guest bedroom (perhaps he is worried that I will ask him, will take the initiative to him, in fact, I am concerned, no love, I can not ML). I suddenly felt that he was funny, my heart love is gone, more humiliation, I no longer want to know why he suddenly turned back, why suddenly again, I do not want to know anything about him, just want to end it all.
He is going to take his son to Suzhou, his son is crying, he is angry. I hope he can be more patient and tolerant to his son, not always fierce son, after all, the son was six years old. He reacted strongly: "he's my son, can I treat him badly?"！I want him to say that I am good, it is not easy, OK, after going to my place, I will let him play games, watch TV, buy good food, but good fun. I couldn't say anything, he went into the bedroom indignantly, and soon snores. I saw his phone on the table, three months before I did not turn over his phone, because I want to believe him, I also hope we have a future, I am waiting for the scar with action to heal, but then look at the sobbing son, listening to the guest lying snoring, I suddenly realized that I was silly, picked up his On the Friday of the end of July, on the day he said he would not come to Shanghai to pick up his son and need to be quiet, he frequently texted her and dated her; on the same Wednesday, when he inquired about my divorce date on the internet, they were texting frequently, asking " How is it going to be?“
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