I continued to cry, I continued to cry, I continued to cry. Lawyers have also drafted divorce papers. Six years ago he started with a table and two chairs, and even the company license was my bike for him, so far he has more than 60 employees of the company, I know how much he has the ability and how much property. He is kind and smart and persistent, but he has never met the person who really intends to play him, I dare not say that now is going to play him, in the end, is she or me, but I know I have a son to raise, I must prepare.
After forcing him to sign a divorce agreement, I took my son to Shanghai. It was lonely and sad, and no one could tell, but fortunately, I had a son. We didn't get a divorce, he didn't rush it, and I didn't say it. He didn't call once, he didn't send a text message, he didn't visit his son. In the past month, my heart is getting cold, but also more and more cool, so I called the woman's husband. You can say that I am mean, I have not let others too good, but I originally had a lot of pity for her husband. From their chat logs, I clearly see her husband bent on her good, she acted in two men more than six months, her husband actually knew nothing about. Of course, I didn't mean it very well, and I did wish she'd been tidied up. The phone calls, her husband did not believe, I said that you look at the chat history.
After that, her husband contacted me three times. For the first time, her husband said she faced hundreds of pages of chats with no shame, denied it, only admitted the affair, and said he rushed to divorce because he had an affair. He was surprised that the woman who had lived with him for two years was like this. The second time, when he filed for divorce, she was afraid, texting her father, asking her father to understand and move to love, to slow down the husband and then transfer the property, the results of this information wrongly sent to her husband, see this text message, the original contradiction or not to divorce man, immediately decided to give up the marriage. Her husband said that he would not care about any property and money, as long as the divorce as soon as possible. The third time, he texted a divorce, " give up a tree to get a forest, really thank you, really, because without you to inform, maybe I'm still happy in the nightmare."
Every day my mood ups and downs, tears can flow out at any time, also often inexplicably angry. I always remember how wonderful he was, and what he and she were like, especially when my son and I were in trouble in Shanghai. The most painful days, my sister came to me, she is a devout Buddhist, she not only brought me the care of relatives, more important is to bring the Buddhist philosophy. I began to read the Buddhist book, The mood slowly eased down, when the pain I would read the Buddha. I have to admit that I did not really have a Buddha in mind at the beginning and now, but it did calm me a lot. Life is still, I continue to read the book of Buddhism, my son continues to grow up happy, he continued to Moonlit side, the middle of nowhere.
2008 Spring Festival, I took my son back to my parents home in Qingdao new year alone. The parents were incredulous, and even though I explained he was busy, the parents couldn't believe it, that even if he was busy, he would at least have to make a phone call or at least talk to his children. If our marriage is broken, it should be a great blow to the parents, because we have visited each other's families since high school, we all know the root, parents very trust him, so I would rather let parents doubt, do not let the cruelty exposed. After the spring festival we left, my mother asked her sister, sister can not hide it said. The mother does not believe, insisted that such a thick emotional foundation, such a good child, such a good family, he can not so easily give up, he just went the wrong step, must be my fault for his unweave, he can not look back. Mother non-sister to accompany her to Suzhou to persuade. They were disappointed, they were delusional, and when they left, they told me that once he turned back, he would never say anything, even for the sake of the child.
I don't want him to go back. Ten years of affection, gradually growing up son, are not easily forgotten. However, in the past year and a half, he did not look back, so, when he still heard nothing, I decided to wait for his son to return to Qingdao for the summer vacation, and he went back to Beijing to do the formalities. But the plan did not change fast, at the end of April he offered to invite me and my son to go to Suzhou. This is the first time in over a year. I came to Suzhou with my son and hope, to a room with supplies for another woman. My son slept in the dark, he did not have what foreshadowed, and I told me to go to Suzhou to find a job, the Beijing house to sell, buy a home in Suzhou.
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