It is time to start looking for a man, my first ex-wife and scumbag contact, her children are also not child support, the two of us same woman, after meeting again is not the enemy and became comrades, meet a smile with hatred, thanks to the scumbag. The first ex-wife gave me an idea and asked me to get help from the media. I don't know where to start. She too was in a hurry, her son's father encouraged her to cheer, and she hadn't seen the scum for two years. I introduced shun to her, two women for the same man hurt by the abandoned, often exchange information, encourage each other, each other. It's just, where's the man who hurt us? He took his 80-year-old mother and newborn child to the hospital.
My son from the age of three months to lose the father, as a mother I still ignorant do not know, when a man's heart began to fluctuate, and then floating away, I do not know, a man wife does this, I can not say enough failure. I was home with children, like a happy little woman, but was surprised by the accident, then I find a lot of excuses to try to convince myself, but this hit too deadly, countless midnight dreams, I asked myself is not a mistake? Until that scumbag is close to the city, do not want to go home and look at the innocent lovely child, I had to accept the ruthless reality. I want to reflect on my marriage, but I can reflect on what, in addition to the wrong people, what can I say?
During the divorce, the woman sometimes calls me, one day more than thirty calls. The first time the phone rang, I answered, “I'm xiao xu of Tianjin”.Bah, this year people's face somehow thick to the point, met such a perversion thing, I doubt is not in his dream. A couple of forty remarriage, while the wife pregnant with a son when the foster escort sister, sex life harmony, divorce and wife, and now this social betrayal has become a passport, career success, do not find a few women seem to be not enough to prove his personal charm, the so-called Sea vows in a long and long time, just Canwell, when men promise is true, betrayal is also true, I am true, I am a fool.
Since the inability to fight the inability to change, then I will die. I have no capital to sigh, only to produce self-help, no other way. After dealing with the house in Guangzhou, I took the child back home in Hubei, where at least my relatives can help me look after the children, so I have the opportunity to also have the mood to go out to work. At present I work in a car company, income is not high, but the price level is not high, my children and my livelihood is still able to deal with.
The child grew up in a day, he has a memory, he has not seen his father, now he has gone to kindergarten, often ask me " Where Is Dad?"Every time I put words in the past, I do not want to tell him that his father did not want him, I do not want to say that his father is dead, afraid he is sad. But Dad always have to solve the problem, and a few scumbag lawsuits are not knot, I have no emotions to the child to find a new father, life at this moment seems to be stagnant, do not know what will be like, but now, I know, I have to choose amnesia, forget the past, forget the vicious scumbag. Because don't forget, can only make me more pain, more tired.
So, I am now, even if the material life is very simple and very simple than in Guangzhou is much happier, there is a cold, I will rest for several days, I said to myself: “you have to love yourself, otherwise, who will pamper you?"
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