Zhou Lei is determined to be discharged from the hospital and to be with me.He thought it was Hepatitis. he had to have an operation.I wanted to give him a slice of my liver, but the doctor said it was too late.I tried to discourage him from leaving the hospital, he was in a serious condition, soon transferred, I went to the hospital early in the morning to accompany him, heard the recipe quickly gathered, his condition in good times and bad, he also aware.While I was away, he waited without a word,I arrived at 7 in the morning, he began to call me at 5.When he was unconscious, he didn't recognize anyone, including me, but he remembered my phone call, often took the doctor's hand and kept telling people that he couldn't do without me, that he loved me.When I was so tired, I would rest on the bed next to him for a while.Sick when he told me that every day he was thinking, is not the jump from the upstairs, because too painful, but he also worried that if I was when he jumped, people will blame me for poor care, if I was not in his jump, did not see my last look, he is not willing to.In order to make him happy, I pretended to write a letter to his daughter, pretending to read to him, his wife Heard also beside me cheap, I don't care, then there is no face.
The diuretic didn't work, and I was out to get him old Chinese medicine to prescribe the medicine, which was effective, and the urine was finally excreted, and his eyesight was restored.Physically, he was going to get out of bed and cook for me in an alcoholic oven, and he knew I liked his cooking.(He will do anything, he made the meal now I think is better than the Grand Hotel to eat) we were very happy, feel maybe love touched the sky, he is good.His family were also delighted.The spring festival, he wants to go home for the new year, we had to follow him, he wanted me to accompany him at his home, I did not agree, I'm afraid my father knew.I still go with him every day and go home at night.He asked me to stay the other day. I said I could go to the hospital tomorrow.I went to the hospital to see you.He watched me leave in silence.
The next day was February 14, 1997, the day he returned to the hospital, I took a bunch of red roses to the hospital, the nurse said he did not come, let the doctor immediately to his home.I also hurried to the past.Turns out he's not.When I arrived, the family was carrying him to their room.).When I fainted, his mother put her arm around me and led me to his room. I saw him lying on a small bed, barefoot.He was cold, it was winter, I shouted, Take the socks, no one answered.I put my arm around his foot and tried to warm him up.He couldn't talk anymore, just looked at me, his wife pushed forward desperately and was pulled out by the others.Zhou Lei took my hand, full strength, put my hand into the hands of his sister, his sister said: Rest assured brother, we will take care of her.
The person who loves me the most besides my parents, just go.When he was alive, he always said, If I was gone, who will take care of you, silly girl.I really want to be his stupid girl again.But I also regret that if I didn't know him, he wouldn't be angry with his family or die.If I could let him live, I would rather not know him,rather he did not love me, rather he betrayed me.I tried to jump, but I didn't make it.He left the first half, every night I can see him in a dream, he told me in the world is very good, in the treatment, there is a girl with him.I'm not jealous at all, I just hope he is good, every day thinking that maybe he will meet on the road.Every Sunday I went to his grave to see, I planted a small tree beside his grave, his wife was broken, I was not angry.Later his grave was moved, I did not go to the grave, just to commemorate him in the Ghost Festival.Now maybe he has been reincarnated, I hope he will be safe in the next generation, forget me.
1 year after Zhou Lei left, someone introduced me to a few objects. I am the one who can do it, indifferent attitude, only to give the family an account.But at the last minute, I refused to marry someone else.I am now very much convinced of the providence of Shun Shun said.In the death of Zhou Lei nearly 2 years, I finally flashed marriage, January love on the card, wrongly selected October 31 wedding, alas, 1031, to be scattered Yo, how unlucky homonym.
3 years before the marriage, my husband always liked me, but he always mind that I was not a virgin.He does not want children,his parents do not have a good family, he is afraid to bring pain to the child.He had depression, and whenever winter came, he wanted to get a divorce.He and colleagues may also be good relations, more talented, is not good and colleagues, he does not go to others, nor asked me to go to others, but not to my family, relatives also try not to walk.After the first child, he saw me suffer, vowed to treat me Well, we often self-help travel, very happy.He had no other friends,only one of my friends, and I can only talk.
To be continued