-------—
Caught.
Uncertainly I enter the building where a crowd of screaming men. It's getting weird.
Ashab is already in the cage, running his eyes back and forth, stopped at me.
Smiles.
I forget everything I've been through. Importantly his smile. Importantly his happiness.
I—good Luck, my dear, —whispered among the lips. He understands. Hears.
Battle begins. And my heart starts pounding. I pray he holds on.
The enemy was strong. But no one can break Him..
Won.
I knew. There he was, smiling and looking at me. And I understand that we will never be together, that we will not drink coffee in the morning, that we will not walk in the Park at night, that I can not hug him when I want. I can't be alone with him. I can't whine when I'm sick. It won't happen again. I can't. I'm not that bad a person.
Soon his wedding will take place, ashab will be the best father. I know.
Tears for some reason again welling up in his eyes, it becomes very stuffy, can not breathe. I wipe a path of wet footprints and run out of the building. My head is starting to throb, I can't take it.
A-Fatima!
I do not turn around, I run away from the biggest fear, at the same time I want to hide behind it. For his robust back. Want to spit on everything and everyone and just hug him so very much.
He shouts something after me, but I can't hear him.
Moment and I pressed between tree and them.
Why are you doing this? - I try not to look him in the eye, because if I do, I can't help it..
from the author.
— Why are you doing this? "holding his chin and making him look at him." Fatim..
F-Because we are... Ya. You.. We're being too mean to Hades. She doesn't deserve this. Why ARE you doing this?.
A-Because I love you.
F-You not love me, Askhab — - girl looks at him in focus, held. — You love me only in words, no more. Please, I'm begging you to leave me alone. I don't need you. Ya. I don't love you — look in the lower left corner, go away.
You're lying.
F-LEAVE ME ALONE!
A-Wait. Let's just talk... Just talk..
F-We have nothing to talk about. I've gotta go.
A-Fatima, for the last time, I'm not asking for much. there was so much pleading in his voice. The girl turned and nodded in agreement. - Let's move, there's too many people..
Slowly, they walked as students, fearing that their "catches" every thought of his, but both bravely silent. Sat. The tension in the air was beyond words.
A-Look at me.. Fatim..
The girl boldly looked up.
A-I've been looking for one... Like you... I've never been so in love. I'm going crazy, Fatima. I Wake up thinking about you. Fall asleep-continue to think. Even in my dreams I dream of you. But fate is not fair to me. Honestly, I don't know what I've done that life is playing tricks on me. I found happiness in you. All I'll tell you is that I have to get married. My mother... She lost her first husband, I mean my father, she got me on my feet, worked night and day, yeah, we're good now. I don't want to disappoint my mom. She's my mom, you know?
Fatima nodded, listening to every word, every sentence.
F-you know she's head over heels in love with you?
I understand...
Seventeen
To quasicapital list appreciated
Reply
Samad Kadirov Aug 5, 2017 7:15
F-Shut up now.
She clung to him, holding him gently by the neck, breathing in his scent, finding protection, support, strength in him. But this despair kills them. They're like birds in a cage. They should fly..
In return, he put his arm around her waist as gently as he could and simply enjoyed it.
When did they grow up?" When did you understand what pain is?
They say where hope dies, there is emptiness...
Hours turned into minutes and minutes into seconds. It is not known how long they sat there.
. .. As in childhood, time in the dark, so no one will see since no one will see, so nothing was
F-We need to move on, " this is starting to remind me of a mantra we need to repeat to ourselves more often. I have to go, it's late, ashab.
To be continued...