When we were already at home I was terribly shaking, my head was spinning. Perhaps from a blow, or maybe from a shock ... When I entered the room, my eyes darkened, and I don’t remember anything else. I remember only that I woke up on the bed. Already laid out. I raised myself on my elbows so that I could at least understand where I was ... When suddenly the body seemed to be chained, you could not feel either legs or arms. I was very scared. I cried and shouted to Sasha. Apparently he was not at home ... Soon my tears turned into hysteria. My eyes began to grow cloudy, I did not recognize the furniture and objects in the room. I realized that I need to calm down. I lay back on the pillow and quietly continued to whine. After excruciating 40 minutes, the door slammed. This is Sasha.
In a hoarse voice, I posted:
- I'm so scared that with me !?
- Zay, I don't know. I went to the pharmacy for pills, for a drink. This is possible from shock and count plus vodka ... I had this after my first serious fight in elementary school. That you will have a baby, I promise you .- My beloved said stroking my head.
It feels like everything inside of you has died. The body hurts, the head ...
Sashulka looked after me for a week, did not go to school. I felt due to him. I was lying, in perfect condition on the sofa, covered in a blanket.
Sasha came to me, just brought me a cup of coffee.
- I brought you hot coffee, let it cool, otherwise you will burn yourself.
- I love you so much, as if thanks to I told him
He came and sat next to him and kissed my nose. Clutching him to me, I kissed him on the corner of my lip, with a hint ... He froze his gaze in my eyes. This time his lips were not much dry. After another kiss, it felt like she was born again ... This time it wasn’t scary, I wanted to thank him with all my heart.
He wrote in the kitchen, perhaps lessons, I did not attach any importance to this. I set the kettle, going to the table, leaned on it, making a "fox" face said:
- What does zaya do?
- Yes, so nothing, compared to what is now in front of me, leaving the table, and coming to me, he said.
I sat on the table ... Our lips merged again in a passionate kiss. He stopped taking off his T-shirt. He had an unimaginable body, a press was clearly visible. He took my hand and laid it on his chest.
- Feel it? How my heart beats
- Yes
- Do you know for whom it is beating ?!
I said nothing.
“For you dear ... And how does your heart beat?” He said with a grin ...
I did not understand what he was hinting at ...
He took off my home shirt and continued to kiss. I felt his body, I felt awkward and fear ...
After some time, I understood the hint ...
- No, I'm sorry, I'm not ready for this type of relationship, it's too early!
I dropped my eyes and went into the room, spread the bed and lay down.
He came, lay down beside him and said:
- You got scared? Yes? Sorry if I scared you ... I just don’t know how to express you my love!
tears streamed down my cheeks.
- Baby understand, you are the meaning of my life, I am ready to wait a very long time, I can forever ... I have no right to force you ... - he continued hugging me.
I just turned to him silently and hugged me.