I don’t know what was happening to me at that moment, but it just seemed to turn me inside out ... I cried. Sniffing, I answered him:
- And what do I think when you meet the guy of your dreams ... You have so much attention right away ... It seemed to me that you are bred, you are using me, so I did not trust you and now I know that I am guilty and .. And I am not worthy of you after all my dirty tricks!
Having expressed all my thoughts, I covered my face with my hands and quietly continued to cry ... He looked at me with sympathy and did not say anything to me! It was raining outside, heavy rain, but it hurt me very much. I understood that I ... Love him! For almost the entire school day I was not at all, and I was falling asleep and thinking only about him. After the last lesson, I saw how he was already going home, I did not put on my raincoat and ran to him ...
- Sasha!
I rolled in tears ... He stopped and looked at me. I ran to him looking into his eyes I said
- I ... I ... I love you!
A tear rolled from his eyes, he hugged me and said
- you are mine and I love you!
The rain was stronger, we returned for my bag and raincoat and went to my house. When we approached my house I watched his face dripping raindrops on him, he took the zeal up closer to me, and I laid his hands on his muscular shoulders. I have never felt so good. I experienced great pleasure and fear at the same time, it was cold, goosebumps ran. I smiled. He approached me, I did not understand what to do, I had never kissed before. I also approached him. I did not take my eyes off his lips. They were ajar, drops dripping down them, I understood how hard it was for him, because he was taking the first step. Our lips merged with a kiss, they were of such a sweet taste and warm. I was trembling no longer from the cold, but from new sensations. His hands stroked my back, and I stroked his wet hair. After that he hugged me. I am small in stature, so my head was on his chest, I felt his heart beating, I was no longer cold though, he was wet too, I didn’t want to go home from him, I would stand like this all my life, next to him . I have never experienced this feeling, the feeling of love.
- you know, my heart beats as if you were next to me for the last time in my life; as if he wants to go to the maximum speed and break away from an overabundance of feelings. I told him.
- At first sight I fell in love with you! I could not imagine this day, you have to go home, otherwise you will get wet and get sick! He approached me again to kiss. His lips touched my lips again, but this kiss should have been unusual. I felt his tongue touch my lips, I took him away from me:
- I can not...
- why?
- I do not...
- well ...
- not today
And with a smile I kissed his cheek and went home!
Entering the apartment, I was ready to fly up like a butterfly, I felt such lightness in the body, a smile never left my face. I went to my music player, turned on my favorite music at full volume and started dancing ... I didn’t notice how time was running out ... But when I was tired, I didn’t sleep all night, I went to rest, when I suddenly SMS came from him:
- Stronger than a sand storm in the desert,
Stronger than the ninth wave
Stronger than the strongest force
I love you more than love! ♥
- what are you doing?
- think of you = *
- I, too
- tomorrow is a day off...
- Yes, I know ... Are you with a hint ?!
- I don’t know yet)
- okay
“Do you have parents at home?” He writes.
Here, tension ran across my body ... The fact is that I am an orphan, my mother died when she gave birth to me, and my father gave me to d / d, there I was adopted by people who at 14 brought me here, bought a one-room apartment, and Now I live alone ... They send money and pay for housing ...
- I do not have parents
- I'm sorry, I did not want to offend, there is nothing to worry about! Why are you asking?
- Simply
- and your houses?
- no, they work for days on end or on business trips)
- I see ... Well, I want to sleep, otherwise I had a sleepless night today ...
- Well, have a good rest, dear ... I love you ♥
- and I ♥ you
I don’t know why, but at that moment I felt a strong loneliness, it seemed to me that I was alone in the whole world! But then I began to think about him and fell asleep.
I woke up, I was on a phone call. I picked up the phone and answered in a sleepy voice:
- Hello
- hi, Zin, it's me, Sasha, I'm sorry I woke up ... My parents left for a business trip today for at least 2 weeks, there is something serious ... Do you want to stay with me for 2 weeks?
- wow, this is the news, but I think you better stay with me so that I would not be bored!
- Well, you're right ... Then wait, I'll be back in an hour ...
I was again captivated by a dream, then I heard a ringing in the apartment ... I understood that it was the doorbell ringing ... I was in my pajamas and started running around the house to find a dressing gown, I never found it! Then she accidentally looked at the mirror, I had a terrible raucer on my head! There was a rout in the apartment ... But there was nothing to go to open.