I am a human. I was born, raised, and loved. I lied, cried, screamed, hugged, kissed, misunderstood and disappointed. I am growing, rioting, and trying to break free. I am feeling. I am living.
I am a daughter, a sister, a fighter, a hard-worker, a lover, and an explorer. I am who I am. I am who you are. I am an individual.
I am free, chained, happy, sad, and anxious at the same time. I am looking for occasional meets with the boy I like and waiting for approval from other people, I am willing to take and still not sure how to give. More importantly, I've made some mistakes and I still do. But I’m learning. And so do you.
Self-challenging is essential because of the simple truth - you’ll never figure out who you actually are if you won’t try to be someone else, someone new, someone more than you already are every day of your life. This is difficult, no one will argue that. But it will, for sure, bring the sense into your life. Isn’t that what everyone is looking for?
I am not a writer, but I am a thinking individual. And I am not afraid to try to deliver my point of view, thoughts and emotions to others. I believe, it is much more terrifying not to find out who you are or what your limits are (the question whether you have them or not is the one for the dessert), than to do something risky. I'm doing it right now. And I want you to do the same every day.
I'm very secretive, very adore-my-privacy kind of person. But I am challenging myself, hoping that there are a few of you, who needs to find something real and honest in this world; I want to be there for those. I want to encourage, provide with sympathy, love, tenderness, and truth. And now I'm referring to you: you can be whoever you freaking want, and my aim is to prove it to you.
You shouldn't be interested particularly in my life or my experience, but that's not why you are reading, watching or listening to anything at all. You're constantly just trying to find echoing or at least an inkling of your own emotions and all that you've been through. You want to feel the connection to this unknown world and the people it consists of. And this connection is the bridge to whom you might actually become one day.
You are my bridge.
My name is Beth, and here my thoughts are. And this is my first shot.