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"Fancy thoughts" N. Modina

Hi! another one of my complex but so deep works. Please read and rate it.

People didn't appeal to her any hour of the day

she was a girl of what they called

"bizarre thoughts"

for they didn't coincide with

"societal protocols"

I followed her,

see her talk to the stray animals of strange streets

as if she had known them all along

see her live beneath her tree

as if she was born from it's very roots

I lived in the amuse,

the amuse of frightening tenebrosity of misjudged aroma

of her pages that scared away people

for inks to the inhumane script describing humanity

I recorded the sins she committed

for she didn't fear the blades decorated with invisible blood of green

for she didn't complain of the pain of impure red,

for she didn't carry the inherent (spineless) fragility of white,

for she knew the power of words and volume,

for she knew the pace and strength of horse.

for she knew the 'people' more than themselves

for she knew- their dark side under their veils

Was it her abnormal reality? They never asked

But one day, I faced the fear everyone else did

the fear of knowing my fear

for sitting 5 yards away, wearing a dagger heart

and the eyes that knew nothing but everything

called my skin, in a voice enough to engulf me

she knew my footprints behind her

amplifying the words unheard

"who killed your dad?"

It had been 19 years of my life

and I knew she had the answer

The rock I sat on was wet in her ache

For she taught me answers

I could only energize "why did you"