48 days. Miss you (UnHo/Joonsu)
The pen danced thoughtlessly on paper, leaving behind a blue trail of dirty white paper. Joonsu was deeply immersed in himself and did not notice what he was writing, and soon the ink began to appear in some strange curls and dashes that did not look like letters or drawings. He was dull, staring at the same spot on the table, not even trying to listen to the world around him, where Eucheon insisted on saying something about the song they were recording.
- What is love? - suddenly interrupted the speech of his classmate Junsoo, without breaking away from his senseless occupation. Joonsu froze with his mouth ajar, looking at Sia with surprise.
- Did the boy finally become a man? - He grinned, mocking Junsoo's instantaneous smile. - Why such adult questions?
- It's not funny, - Su said, not being offended, but rather acting out of habit. - If you don't know, don't say so.
- This is a philosophical question," Yuchon said thoughtfully. - Love is a high feeling. It makes the soul and body tremble. To feel alive.
- It's as if you're remaking the lyrics, - Joonsu said indifferently, scratching hard on paper, even with the tip of the tongue sticking out. Yuchon sniffed dissatisfactory and began to knock his fingers on the table. And Junsoo really didn't understand. They write so much and sing about love, but is it really like in their texts? Is Su too inexperienced to judge? Or did he just never have anything like that?
- Jae! - Euchon was a little relieved as he came out of the soundproofing room of the soul meet. - You were just in time.
- What happened? - JeJoon asked him an interesting question, sitting next to the thoughtful Soo. - Did you hurt Junsoo again? As long as you can, you're not twenty anymore.
- You're older than we are," Yucheon sniffed at someone else's condescending smile. - The matter is different. Here our boy started asking strange questions.
- It wasn't weird," Su replied, putting another snail-like curl on it. - I was just wondering... what is love?
- You see how scary it is! - uttered with horror, Yuchon. - Come on, you are our "mommy", so understand the state of mind of your son.
JeJune looked at the cheerful friend, hinting that it was no reason for jokes.
- Why did you decide to ask? - Je began the conversation quietly, gently putting his hand on someone else's shoulder.
- I'm just a little confused, - Soo tapped out. - Many people say that love is all forgiveness. But I forgive you for everything, too, so do I love you? I do, yes, but not in the romantic sense. Others say it's an understanding. I can understand everyone, but does it mean that I am ready to give my soul to everyone? For some people love is connected with sex... But there are also those who do not need it in a relationship. There are so many contradictions in love... And what is the truth?
Junsoo is tired of sighing his head down on the folded arms. She rang with thoughts and reasoning that suddenly filled her mind so that she could not sleep. Jae patted his friend's hair sympathetically, knowing why it had started. Luckily, he is not only talking to Su, but also to his soul mate.
- As you rightly said, everyone has their own vision, - JeJun said, continuing to gently ruffle their soft hair. - There are stereotypes that we are looking for in relationships. But in the end, it is important to have faith in your own lover. A longing for the man you're separated from. The desire to be there for each other, despite the problems and shortcomings of each other. To feel both passion and calmness, affection at the same time with him, and to remain without him. Love is a set of contradictions that we agree to accept. Do you understand?
Junsoo seems to have even understood. In his head, the mosaic formed along with Jejuana's calm voice, drawing a face that did not leave him even in his sleep. He painted a gentle, but sometimes harsh look, strong, sometimes cruel hands, soft lips. And the hand drew the only name on the paper with ink that erased the fog of doubt in the mind.
"UnHo"
JeJune smiled cleverly, tearing Junsoo's hair down and promised to remind himself to call the former leader and hint that it was time for him to get down to Su. Because the baby got bored without him, and it's time to fix it.